Hey I'm Danni, before you read this or go down my blog if you don't like what I look like leave I don't want spam or hate I've had enough of it through my life and now it's time that it stops.
I enjoy having colourful, blonde or black hair no inbetween, I also wear eyeliner pretty much all hours unless I'm really ill or not going out at all.
I have stretched my ear recently up to an 8mm, I think it's gonna be the furthest I will go with it tbf.
16, bisexual, smoker, super weird, British.
Sex is great Ngl;)
Favourite bands are: paramore, fall out boy and pretty reckless.
Yes I have self harmed am I proud, no, but what do you expect from someone with so much shit and depression in their life. You can fuck off if you have a problem with that.
I will reblog practically everything I like/love & I will post shit that is most likely my new hair or me and my friends family pets and people I'm closest too, I will also reblog stuff that I'm interested in like smoking & stuff like sex etc❤️
My blog is random so I don't have it based on anything, purely cause I'm random. I also have a random music taste but idc.
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Well this is me. You either like me or you don’t, either ways great tends to go if you don’t like me I probably don’t like you either. My life and mind are both completely fucked right now. I had one of the best yet worst days of this year so far. I figured out something’s which I wish I hadn’t but I’m glad I have because now I know how to deal with it kinda. I’m in so much pain, physically and mentally, I hurt all the time and now it’s getting worse.
That memory in my mind, our first conversation, the first eye contact, the first time we spoke, that awkward eye contact, the first time you came to my house, all those times you’ve been here for me, everything you fucking do. It’s all perfect to me, even your imperfections they still bring a smile to my face, you brighten my day, my year, my whole life. Everything you do, all the times we talk or I think about you or when people talk about you I get butterflies but it’s not just aww cute little butterflies in my tummy, it’s more like an Amazon rainforest & the animals are making my heart also skip beats. The way you talk, the way you laugh, when you wink at me, the fact you’re weird with me, I’m completely myself around you and I love it! I can’t seem to get you out of my mind or train of thought, something either reminds me of you or you creep in there, into my thoughts and I smile. I mean this past week, after I found out how you truly Frelimo you’ve been all I can think or talk about. I love coming to college just to see you, watch you pull silly funny faces at me, watch you grin and call me a tit when I make stupid silly mistakes, I can’t get enough of the cuddles you give me, the big cuddly bear hugs you give me, the ‘wanna fight’ wars we have, I just never wanna say goodbye at the end of the college day, yeah we text but it’s just not the same, maybe one day we won’t have to say goodbye, one day I hope it’s ‘race you back to mine’. You always make me smile and laugh, you turn me into this soft cutie mush and that I don’t do, I for like cute mushy shit, I’m too hardcore for that haha, you’re seriously amazing. So amazing that I smile when we talk, text or I hear your name, I smile when I’m going to sleep and when I wake up the next day, all because you exists and you’re in my life. You make me feel great about myself and I’ve NEVER felt this way about Anybody before believe it or not, thing is though, all this started out as harmless and now it’s gotten more than a crush and you like me back which makes my feelings stronger, this has been here for a year, maybe a little more than that. You truly are special to me, you’re the first person in college who caught my eye and the first person I’ve truly fully & honestly opened up to, I fully trust you and I’d trust you with my life, you’re more protective than my brother and so much better than any other lad has ever been to me. I’ve been hurt a billion times, I’ve loved before but nothing like this.
Two things that suck so much about this though:
1- your girlfriend, that you’re clearly falling out of love with after two years and keep arguing with, yeah you still love her which is fantastic.
2- I’ve realised that I’ve fallen for you. Yes, stupid I know but I can’t help it, I love you and it hurts. It kills me, I’ve never ever felt this way before. Ever. And now I feel something it can’t even work, everything is so complicated. Ugh, why does this have to happen to me? Why now? Why this feeling?
One thing I have to say though is I’m 100% here for you, I fully support any choice you make, as long as you’re happy then so am I. I promise you I’m here for you through everything.
Today 10/10/14 I’ve broken down about 5 times to my mum and best friend, my mums basically my best friend as well, I broke down because I’ve realised that I do foolishly love you and I can’t, I just can’t feel this way, I hate it but I love it because you’re fucking perfect and I just want to kiss you but I can’t and I respect you and your relationship so I wouldn’t. You mean everything to me and you’re always gonna be my best friend no matter what happens.
Yes, I’m gonna tell you how I feel but not that I love you, not yet, maybe never. I don’t know what to do with myself, I’m so scared and I don’t want to life anymore.
People wonder why I have depression and I am bipolar, I think this is because my past has fucked me up, my dad hasn’t helped with how he’s treated me after cheating on mum and now I feel like this for someone I can’t and I’ve never felt like this about anyone. Fuck.